...can't help it... (Thursday, October 28, 2004 / 2:22 AM)
Dear diary,
I know i am soooo wrong to be here because the O levels is just 3 or 4 days away but what to do when you suddenly lost all da concentration you need to study? Just to inform all of you, i am now officially back to da singlehood club! Yuppie, i can enjoy all da freedom once again and frankly speaking, i really like this freedom as i can do whatever i like without considering da fact about whether he will likes it or not =) It's all about myself once again =) So here will be da top 10 reasons whiy i ditched him
Top Ten Reasons
1) He is too mushy for my likings
2) I knew him too well to know what will happen to our relationship
3) I don't think i can get along well with his circle of friends as he expect me to
4) His lifestyle is different from mine
5) He no longer gives me that kind of feelings and excitment
6) He is too skinny (oops...)
7) I don't like to be restricted by him
8) He is somehow or rather kind of flirt =p
9) There is something about him which i dislike and which i can't reveal it here.
10) He cannot be there for me when i need him.
ok, so that was da top ten reason why i initiate da breakup =) So dear gurlies, for those of you who actually wants to call him up and give him a earful, please don't because he actually did nothing wrong, in fact he was da one who were trying to get this relationship on da right track =) Life is always like that as it is never a smooth one but don't worry friends because this breakup have totally no impact on me =) I am moving on well =) Lets just hope da next guy which will appear in my love life will be da one who will shower me with enough love and care. I attend the english remedial and i was quite relieved with ms koo comments about my work but my compre is still not good enough, lets just hope the summary and paper 1 will help me! *cross fingers* Anyway, tuesday was qiuzi's birthday and we met up at 1630 to buy her pressie and while we were waiting for fiona's to buy the pressie, xingxiang told me i look like a rich girl by looking at da way i dress! HAHA! Thanks ah! =p Had billy bombers for dinner and everyone kept looking at us....wonder if we were really that pretty & handsome that we kept catching people's attention *lol* Or maybe it was because we kept taking photos using everyone's phone and also their digital cam *wondering* Let me warn you something, if you ever want to go to billy bombers for a set meal right, be prepared to have ur tummy bulging out because the portion of food on da plate was considered as alot for us! We were simply forcing da food to go down our throats -.-" We should have ordered surf & turf instead of da small baby ribs and the chicken steak because it does not really look appealing to me and the taste was alright only -.-" Had 2 scoops of chocolate ice cream as da desert after that...well, what can i say? It was a damn FULL-FILING dinner! =p There was also some forms for us to vote for the US president or something like that and i did not vote for bush, i think most of da votes went to another man though right? Can't remember who exactly but there's one thing for sure, we spent more than 1 hour just sitting down there eating our dinner and i pity da guys & da gurlies because i was eating real slowly *giggles*. Took a walk before heading to the nearest playground to continue taking photos! Took lots of it and due to tiredness, i did not carry on taking, instead i looked at block of flats and keep thinking about things. Reached home at 2345pm, it was really a tiring night.