...Happy Birthday... (Wednesday, October 20, 2004 / 8:55 PM)
Dear diary,
Today is wen jun's birthday and i have also send a msg wishing him happy birthday and what's his reaction? "k...k...thx" As simple as that...its so damn simple that i am beginnging to reflect on this relationship. Have you ever had a boyfriend who doesn't call or sms you at all?! Fine, he did call once and due to my unhostile reaction, he never bothered to call again. Ok, i let it pass but the worst thing is he kept saying i don't care for him which is pretty true because i don't know what i should do as a gf...but does he really care for me before? I doubt so, we did chat over da phone and it was alright. I also reflected on my past relationship and frankly speaking, all my ex did care for me & even took the initiative to call or sms me but what about wen jun? Nothing. Nothing at all. I don't even know why i was sooooo head over heels over him in da first place. Forget it, i will soon be joining da SINGLEHOOD club pretty soon and if you are wondering, i will be the kind soul to initiate the break-up because i know he won't do so unless i did something wrong. However, i won't initiate da break-up today as it's his birthday, i am not so heartless one ok but i know after this time round, it will really be over =) Not like this year feb... now da radio is playing 5566's chun zai...everytime i listen to this song, it just reminds me of him ... there are so much memories of me & him...sweet ones & sad ones.... anyway, this will soon be over...he won't be sad either so whats the point of staying on if he doesn't love me? To tell you guys the truth, i was so elated when weixiong call me "Da sao" *lol* I know i am stupid enough to feel elated over this small thing but its da truth ok....guess weixiong can't call me that anymore...whats da point of getting into a relationship when the guy don't care right? Don't worry, i will be fine, lets have a wager on what his reaction will be like when he recieved my sms ya? =)
