...my relationship... (Tuesday, December 28, 2004 / 11:35 PM)
Dear diary,
I suppose only meimei gets to read da entry about me & him since i have deleted it away when i realised everything have not been confirmed yet =) Ya, i am not sure if this is gonna be a relationship whereby i will fully trust that guy because this may turn out to be a fragile one which means that we may break up after a few weeks. We talked about it and he told me that why he would want to be with me when i don't have da looks & da figure, he's right, why would a guy like him would want to be with me when there are girls throwing themselves at him. He have his point while i have mine, mine would be he may be just looking for fun by toying my feelings, maybe it give him a sense of satisfaction? I don't know, he is not that kind of guy who called you up everyday or meet you up everyday, this makes me feel unsecured. Everything is not confirmed yet, but there's one thing i know, i do have some feelings for him and i hope he have it too. We shall continue to wait and see ya? Thanks for da concern though =)
