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Dear diary,

Damn! I was just typing out a post just now and all of a sudden it was gone in da blink of an eye! -.-" Actually its been quite hard for my mom da past few days because she was feeling unwell and she couldn't even do anything due to it. This is seriously a no good thing because some of you also knows that my mom is a active lady who needs to move about and look at her now, she is being stuck at home for all these days since she can't do heavy chores for da time being due to her sickness. Da new doctor she went to told her that her sugar level was out of control while da other doctor she frequently visit told her that her sugar level was well within control, it was such a contrasting statement that mom decided to have a re-check and the doctors kept withdrawing her blood for some test and it seriously breaks my heart... I pray for my mom to be healed as fast as possible. My dad just said that my mom may have diabetes because it can be inherit from my grandparents...damnit! How can he say this kind of things at this point of time? My mom was quite flustered when she heard it but i tried my best to console her and even ask my dad to shut up. What if its really true? Will i lose my mom? What am i gonna do if i lose her? Will i choose to join her in the netherworld? Maybe i will if i have got the courage to commit suicide. Anyway, I went out with some of da gurlies to go job hunting and we went to one office at tiong bahru there and it just so happens to be the sub branch office of JDL ( da company i worked for last week) -.-" It was sooo much of a coincidence but hey! There was one good looking guy over there...haha, guess that is the only good thing about that company =p We were also given da privilege to go for da interview first because da guy knew that i was from JDL after i told him thus he let us in first. But this branch office here is a advertising one and it sells mainly postcard but it is double da pay of what i earned at the aljunied office and it sounds really attractive but too bad, i just don't wish to go back there again so da deal was off for me. Reached home at ard 7 something and i started baking my cookies! I baked those soft ones and it was finger licking good! sooo yummy delicious!!! Wait...i am not saying that i baked well but for my own, its smell nice enough *giggles*