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Oops...what am i going to do??? (Monday, February 28, 2005 / 8:02 PM)

Dear diary,

May i know exactly how do u guys feel after knowing that u pass ur O levels? I don't know because i did badly for it and now i am contemplating about whether to go take ITE/ retake my Os or even go to appeal for poly courses *thinking real hard* Yesterday was really quite emotional for me in da hall because i started crying even before getting da results and it got even worse after i got it -.-" I really can't control it so i kept crying non-stop while da gurlies can only try to make me stop crying by hugging me...giving me kisses & consoling me...that was really good enough & i totally appreciate it!!! =) You girls have been a wonderful lot all along & i love you gurlies!!! *muacks + huggies* Mrs cheong also came up to me asking how i fared and she told me the alternatives i can consider about, she is really one caring teacher! =) I am touched by her actions because she still remembered us even though she has not been teaching us for 2 to 3 years. CTSS is soo lucky to have her as one of da teachers =) Another thing which makes me touched will be my dad & sis's messages because they said they will be there for me no matter what!! Ain't that sweet? I cried again after reading it..muahahaha! What a crybaby i am =p Liyan also msged to console me...thanks girl! I am sooo damn elated that she still cared about all of us! =)

Oh yeah, i was even more surprised when i saw the percentage of ppl passing their english for the NA students...i mean that was a huge improvement, don't you think so? I am soooo happy for us!!! Ms koo aka mrs ng did not waste her efforts on us!!! Neither did we let her down!!! *applause* Went out to orchard to relax ourselves with da gurlies but i went to meet aaron instead because he knew the fact that i din do well so he came to accompany me..walked around & we went over to cine to catch the movie HIDE & SEEK..it wasn't as scary as i thought it would be. Anyway, he went off after watching while i continued to shop with da gurlies...reached home at 11 something and my 2nd sis asked me about my future... and i don't even know what i want to be -.-" Alright, never mind, my friend, elisa, will be helping me to check up the early childhood course through SAE...hope i can get through!!! =) Anyway, best of luck to you guys & hope u all will be able to get into da courses u all like! =)