sealing up my heart... (Tuesday, March 15, 2005 / 3:33 AM)
Dear diary,
Mei: ya lo, too bad u nvr go, next time must come ya? =)
Jac: haha, ya lo, u also nvr go...next time we shall go shoppping again.
Sam: no la, can window shop ma.
Peng: Yes, i totally agree with you! haha, u really like da pressie ah? But da bikini is not da one u want...so sorry lei...heehee, u really wanna wear & let us see? keke ..thanks for saying da blogskin is nice..haha but too bad is not i design one =p
Wx: haha, since u are working den nvm =)
anonymous: =)
_I_N_: haha, thanks for saying da blogskin is nice..hee hee...u take care too girl! =)
Hey peeps! I am here for another update, fast ya? At least that is what i felt =) Yes93.3fm radio station is now playing guang liang's song, 'SHAO NIAN'...i like it because da lyrics are sooo damn right about not being able to go back to our teenage years, i don't know why but i notice da lyrics of a song first before listening to the rythm & tunes. I am back home today much more early than usual because ruiting gotta get back to her art work and anyway its alright for me too since my butt are hurting like nobody's business after walkin g sooo much for these 3 days! Argh!! I am being deprived of sleep right now and as a result, pimples are starting to pop out!!! Gosh, it's such a ugly sight! I better go and put on some mask & get lots of beauty sleep before da pimples got worse -.-" Today went to UAN with ruiting and i was kind of hoping to bump into rei and being the lucky girl, i did as he passed by me for 2 times but i don't dare to say hi...my heart was beating fast too, what's wrong with me? Didn't i want to say hi or even give him a stare in da first place? Pathetic me! -.-" After listening the whole introduction of UAN, i was even more tempted to join and i was taken aback when one of da so called 'manager' knows me as my application form was with her, think she will remembers me as da one who doesn't wants to give a definite answer =p Ruiting & i was walking at far east and all of a sudden, i decided to give weird names to those ppl with christian name, lemme tell u ppl some of it. Hmm, for example, devon = di bon eve = chu xi evelin = pang wang Maybe you don't find it hilarious but once u heard ruiting & i saying it, u will be laughing away because thats what da 2 of us did just now! Finally caught da movie, ' a series of unfortunate events', i love da infants named SUNNY! She is sooooo damn cute & adorable! She has got strong teeth as she loves to bite things in da movie... how i wish i can give her a hug!!! Esplanade is now having da musical festival during weekends...go there if you have got nothing to do because there will be music playing and you can even dance there too if you like but those music aren't hip hop, rock & roll or any normal pop music u heard from da radio. I don't know how to put it into words but go there if you want to relax =) I am actually quite elated to walk so much for these few days because walking is also a good form of exercising, it burns off calories! And i think i burned off enough calories on sunday because elisa & i walked from orchard to city hall!!! YES! We really did that and i can feel a sense of achievement ok! I LOVE IT!!! I love walking!!! HAHA! But she did regret asking me to walk because it was tiring to =p Went over to her house and we chatted till 3 am before xiong came to pick me up, he drove me to cosy bay and we chatted, its been quite sometimes since i last went there, any interested party wanna go? Frankly speaking, i am being a good girl nowdays because i am starting to revise for my O levels...haha! O levels again... i hope this motivation will last till O levels are over =) Haix, i am now starting to seal up my heart bit by bit and i am doing it slowly... i am trying not to let any guy to touch my heart ever again for da time being because i am trying to heal all da wounds within it. I wanna be a flirt..i know i have got no ability to do it because deep down in my heart, i know that i am not a beauty so i have got no rights to fool around but i won't care about it so much, since guys can fool around so much, why can't we girls do da same things too right?
