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damnit! (Saturday, April 09, 2005 / 1:14 AM)

Dear diary,

Good afternoon ladies & gentleman, now is exactly 4:15pm and is a saturday yet i am staying at home!! haha..i don't usually stayed at home at this point of time on a saturday afternoon but since no one asked me out at this time except for raymond & yongming, i will just stay at home but will be out later in da evening =p Gonna play pool and have a mahjong session over night later on ..i simply just love it...keke, havent been playing mahjong for quite sometime and today i shall play for as long as my hands & mind can endure =) On monday, i went out with peng to settle her stuff with da poly den we went up to felix's hse with kok and well, his room is very typical as in messy la...keke but mine is like that too wor~ Just ask any of da girls and they will tell you how messy my room can be...haha! Bought a new so called shirt on monday too...finally i bought something after all those shopping trips. On thursday i met up with ah ting at yishun becasue i needs to bring her over to my aunt hse for some hairdo & something GREAT happened...to me, it's simply amazing because i never thought i will ever see him again except maybe if i ever goes over to japan or hongkong =p He was one of my ex, da one who treated me da sweetest, da one who loves me da most, da one who last with me da longest, da one who will scarifice for me, da one i miss da most, he was none other den kai, i know some of you may not have heard of his name before since i was only 15 yrs old when we are together. Yup, it was 3 yrs ago when i decided to lose all contacts with him but i regretted it and now, i get to see him in singapore at yishun!!! I can't believe it!!! I was sooo damn surprise...i thought he had went back to either japan or hongkong to continue with his studies but hell no! He is right here in singapore! He hasn't change much...i have been waiting for him to appear right before my eyes for 3 years, can you imagine how happy i was when i saw him???
But too bad i din muster up enough courage to approach him but i swear da next time i saw him, i will try to get his contacts for sure! *beams* On friday, met up with da girlies and liyan at cck for a singing session den we went over to Kpool for a pool session and i saw ken, it was such a coincidence and literally i din know how to react but luckily he was friendly to say hi to me so i did da same. Took 190 down to town, da shopping trip was alright only, went back home early. You know something? In this world, ppl tends to reveal one another's secret to their closest friend, i don't know why they love to do it since it's such a personal secret .. thats why i have stopped trusting ppl around me, i don't think i deserve this kind of treatment because i am not one who goes around revealing other ppl's secret, i don't even tell it to sheena no matter how she prompts me to. They sucks, seriously they do and boy, if you think she who has been friends with you for 3 or 4 years has been keeping ur secrets well den u are damn wrong! She is also another one who reveals ur secret to others, yes, i am trying to warn a guy here but i doubt he will ever knows who he is but still, all guys, be careful when u reveal ur very own secret to a girl friend of yours ! I have made my point clear, if you are unhappy about, come look for me personally and don't ever assume who da girl is because it might not even be you!
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