welcome ((: (Wednesday, August 17, 2005 / 6:27 AM)
Dear diary,
Just 2 more days people, 2 more days & i'm gonna be freee even though it's only a week but still it's better than nothing at all right? RIGHT! ((: No wonder i've been in such high spirits this few days except monday night, i can't believe i actually walked away from him, it's my first time you know. However this time round i'm able to think, what i'm trying to say is in the past i'll usually behave in a childish manner but that night i did not [ at least that's what i felt alright.]. While i was on my way home that night, i kept thinking about the incident earlier on and realised i should have not been so petty, i admit i'm in da wrong too but i can't help it since i always act in a moment of impulse =p Anyway, things got better on tues for i met up with him for a movieee, our 1st movie together and it's LAND OF THE DEAD... a very gross movie i must say, it's not really a horror movie by the way so don't be mistaken. We sat down under a block just somewhere nearby and that's when i told him exaclty how i felt after being with him, it's hard for me to open up to guys so easily except for my real close friends so boy, you better appreciate it when i do that ok? =p I went shopping with mervyn, kiwi & her girl today at J8 after school, mervyn treated me to ice cream, so good right? He better be since he always ill treat me in class! -.-" Kiwi's girl even told us that we looked like a couple from the way we behaved and i was wondering how can it be since we behaved more like buddies! *lol* Now now now, my parents agreed to let me go to KL with him, they will be sponsoring for it too, finally i'm going overseas without my parents around but too bad it's somewhere soooo near to SG :(( Well, i can't be expecting too much since i'm not the one paying, furthermore i'm still not very independent yet. Mervyn helped us to get leon's present & it includes a pack of condoms, we even took 1 home each just in case we needs it...haha! Nah, we ain't gonna use it so don't worry, we just wanna present it to him in a hilarious way so yeah ((: