:(( (Monday, September 05, 2005 / 5:59 AM)
Dear diary,
Just because i always put on a smile on my face, you all think i'm happy. Just because i kept laughing, you all think i'm alright. No one will ever knows how i'm feeling ...not even him. I'm actually crying right now while typing...something happened...it's been a long time since i cried so much... i hate my life seriously...i hate it. No one understands me thoroughly enough...i'm not a happy girl, i seriously am not. How i wish there's someone to be beside me right now to ensure me that everything's gonna be alright, sad to say there's no one.