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Dear diary,

There will be no celebration today so for those who can come in the first place, i'm sorry about it but i just don't feel like having any celebration anymore since there's sooo little people. If you want to ask if i'm alright, i can tell you i'm not. If you want to know if i'm sad, i can tell you yes i'm, i mean who won't? Maybe some people really don't mind though, i just thought we could have a small gathering but it seems like everyone is busy with their own life so ya, i shall not disturb anyone. But i'm kinda consoled that my friedster friends were kind enough to wish me happy birthday, not that those who didn't wish me were not kind enough. There's 3 person whom i wanna say a 'THANK YOU' to and they are missy aw, my ah k0r [han kiat] & also my girl kristine...haha! They were the ones who tried their best to persuade people out & also who will be accompany me out tonight, thanks! ((: For those who said they can't make it, don't worry for i won't be mad at you all just kinda upset, i think you all know i'll behave in that manner too right so ya, heck care about that, i'll alright in a weeks time. Dear kristine, i duno when you will be reading this entry but i just wanna say thanks to you for you know you won't be able to come today thus you met me on thursday just to have a early celebration with me. I'm really touched by that and i'm sorry if i bored you out since he was also there on that day, i've had a good time and may i know i changed in what way? You really treat me very well, you were the one who tried your best to keep in contact with me, the one who will call me and i can say that you're the one who is really close to me after our secondary school days ((: *HUGS* Right now my ah boy is in his school waiting for his exam to start at 9am while i'm at his house waiting for him to come back. Needless to say, i'm sure most of you will know who my ah boy is by now right since someone is obviously spreading it -.-" Seriously, this year my birthday sucks totally, no doubts about that.