oh well. (Thursday, September 15, 2005 / 2:05 AM)
Dear diary,
Through sms, we quarrelled and words like selfish & childish were used to describle me, i don't deny the fact that i'm selfish & childish but please spare a thought for me when you said that, no matter how true it is. Did i really invade his privacy? I'm not too sure, i admit it's partly my fault & i really meant partly only. I'm not here trying to push all the blame to him or to her, she is a past yet i never realise it, not even now. I'm one of those jealous type of gf and everyone knows that for i'm too insecure of myself, hope you knows that and when you see this, i'm not trying to convey any message to you as i just wanna type out my thoughts and that's it so ya. Sometimes when some stuff happened, some things can also never be the same again. There were actually tears flowing down my cheeks due to the constant singing of mervyn, he was trying to make me cry by singing those sentimental songs and it worked wonders. That stupid headache is coming back to me once again -.-" Please go away for i wanna enjoy myself at the chalet later on, qianhui will be having her birthday celebration at pasir ris chalet later on and we will be going to sch together tml but not too sure if i'm staying. Now i don't really think as much like the past few days...maybe it's time to let nature take its course, am i right?
