yeah right. (Monday, September 19, 2005 / 3:05 AM)
Dear diary,
I'm alright now my darling girls, things got a bit better however i realised some nasty truth thus i'm having my doubts over some stuff, shall reveals it when the time is right. Just yesterday i was still worrying over my powerpoint presentation, trying hard to make everything looks good on the screen, retyped everything all over again, keep on changing the fonts and blah blah blah yet i still couldn't save it. I was unable to figure out the reason till this morning in da IT Lab, it was only then that i realised my project has got 2,235KB, how lovely. -.-" Needles to say, i'm sure you people will know what happened to my presentation this morning, it was a
TOTAL FLOP and i really mean TOTAL! I almost swear not to be a last-minute worker anymore for my last-minute work always turns out to be a disaster, don't you agree? However i did not for i know that i'll be back to my oldself whenever there's project or exams coming up so it's safer not to, ain't i smart? Give me some applause please my dear readers LOL ((: I thought i will be able to finish up my project at his place, thought i could sleep early over at his place but it was all my wishful thinking the moment andrew stepped into the same mrt as me. I msged baby saying i saw andrew and a while later andrew came and sat beside me, he passed the phone over to me & baby told me to alight at JE together with him & kenny. It was then that i realised we are all gonna head down to fisherman's village for a advanced mooncake celebration & also a farewell session for both andrew & kenny. I drank 2 glasses of Heinken, initially they asked for a cup of plain water for me but the waiter did not bother about it and went on to pour the beer into my glass and i went thinking, might as well drink it right? I like his friends, they were friendly & nice, nvr regret going down though but frankly speaking, the next time baby drinks alot again, i'll not want to be by his side. Infact i'm gonna stay away as far as possible, don't blame me alright boy? Da mahjong session at my place was cancelled as there's only 3 players available, ain't it a shitty thing? I'm yearning for some mahjong session you know, hands getting more 'itchy', who wanna be my mahjong khaki? ((: Met up with han kiat & ivan at yishun and i'm terribly sorry as they have been waiting for my 'grand arrival' for about an hr, haha, girls are like that so can't help it. We then proceed down to holland village, our initial plan was to have some drinks at the pub there but it was changed, we went up to sheena's hse instead since it was her birthday! *HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL!* Muacks! By the end of ruiting's birthday, i hope all of us will really have some clubbing session or just chill out at some places like what qiuzi have mentioned before, i still remb alright ((: I shopped at marina square, city link mall & suntec city all by myself without listening to any music, i was lonely but it's a good experience too as i wanted to make sure i won't feel weird the next time i goes out alone so ya. I then contact johnson to check if he's free to accompany me for some drinks, luckily he was able to come down la since i don't wish to go home early either. Drank a cup of mocha frappe at cafe cartel followed by some pool session at Cine and he was the one paying for everything, thanks ((: Around 12 something, we shared a cab to find other friends for pool and this time round we played till 3 something, am glad that i managed to do some catching up with her ((: Left da place with johnson taking night rider back home, he sent home for i looked damn tired and he felt kinda guilty to make me stay out so late but it was really alright for me. As for yesterday, i nvr leave my shoes marks at anywhere meaning i was at home da whole day doing my project, i'm sucha good girl yesterday & you betta admit that! =p Alright, i've decided to get that samsung E730, i'll most probably get it however i don't really trust other brands of HP except for Nokia but once again, all the nokia phone's design doesn't really appeal to me much.
I've now officially forbids him to step into my house and visit my parents as i can't feel any effort coming from him, it's already his holidays, why cant he just send me home? Why can't he just send me down to the bus-stop? Why can't he just come somewhere near my place? I'm always the one going down to your place and i am so damn tired at times so please think about it, i hope you'll treat me better! thank you. It's all so fucked up! -.-"