do i really deserve this? (Tuesday, October 11, 2005 / 10:49 PM)
Dear diary,
I never thought this could happen to me, should i count myself lucky or unlucky when of all times, it has to happen during this period of time. It's been more than 2 months and all along we never really keep in contact, infact we even had a small disagreement. It never dawned on me that he could be so persistent in getting what he wants, life is always like that, whenever you've got hold of what you want, something better appears out of the blue and you're left to make ur own decision whereby there's no turning back, neither is there a second chance for you. This is the time when you've got to take a risk so no matter what happens, you can only blame urself for not choosing the right one.
