am i truly in love with him? (Saturday, December 03, 2005 / 7:20 PM)
Dear diary,
[This entry may be too mushy for your liking so maybe you'll want to skip this entry ((:]
I didn't expect myself to cry for him but i did and i'm glad that happens ((:
Am i really falling in love with him? I guess so...
He did not make me cry, i cried while thinking of him at home...
I was crestfallen not to be able to be by his side when he is all alone...
I was guilty of hurting him physically & mentally all these while...
I hate myself to berate at him every now and then for nothing...
hate myself to be so unreasonable...
And because of his love for me, he bears with it all...
I'm touched, glad and grateful to have someone like him in my lovelife...
He may not be good looking...
He may not be able to satify my craving for some shopping...
He may not be a romantic guy...
He may not be those who speaks sweet nothings all the times...
But still, he's the one who loves me the most other than my family members ((:
I may not be the ideal girlfriend but i'll make sure you're being love by me ((:
Thank you for everything, ilu.
