(Sunday, April 16, 2006 / 9:14 AM)
Dear diary,
arghhhh! i'm having a splitting headace now without knowing the reason why and it just sucks. Maybe my body is too heaty or maybe it's due to da amount of sleep i've been deprived of for these 2 days, let's hope it's da latter otherwise i will have to drown down a cup of cooling tea. Shopped with elisa and her boyfriend in town yesterday, we were supposed to have some coffee session but we ended up having our brunch at MOS burger, i definitely love their teriyaki chicken burger! It doesn't taste heavenly but at least it good! ((: Shopping at Zara was a disaster as i saw a bitch and her 3 other friends, she's one hell of a bitch ok! Can't she even grows up? I mean her mentality is still so childish as compared to when she's in her sec sch, she hasn't change a single bit ya? She stared at me when all i did was nothing at all and of cos i gave her back the stare she truly deserved, stupid brainless idiotic horny bitch! Maybe i'm a tad too childish too but i just can't stand it when someone gave me a stare for nothing, complained to baby when he called and he just consoled me. Dined at sakae sushi, was darn elated since i've been craving for some raw food for quite a good time! Finally stopped eating when my tummy bulged out...hehe..elisa's bf paid for everything once again. Walked up to baby's hse, i'm starting to feel at ease going up since his family members try to strike a conversation with me everytime i'm there. I love chatting with his younger bro, i'll always laugh at him...he still behaves like a child and he also tried to scare me off with those ghost stories that happened in their room, guess baby's ex gf heard that before..haha! He's kinda irritating though...everytime when i told him to stop talking..he won't! He will just keep going on about how scared he was and what he did... -.-" Baby & i took bus 282 down to west coast park and when i passed by da place i used to live in, i can't help but to take a closer look at the surroundings...i began to take in all da changes that have been made after we moved out. Everything still seems to be soooo familiar, haix, i truly miss clementi west street 1...i love that place and if given a chance, i wouldn't trade it for a condominium anymore. Baby loves double dating so i got elisa and her bf to meet us there, we chatted for a teeny weeny while and off they go. Boy and i continued our chat, for a couple..it's normal to talk about their future..i know it may be really too fast for us to talk about it but having a talk about it doesn't hurts right? We discussed, baby told me about da mindset which he thinks i'm having but somehow he's wrong, i won't rely on my husband in da near future..i'll be doing my part by paying for da household expenses but he think otherwise. He told me it's good to have my dream but will my dream be able to support me and my family? I know it's true but how much am i gonna earn will then be counted as enough? I don't know yet and i don't wish to know till i graduate from ITE. I did not bother to explain to baby and i said something...' i don't think we will have a future' , he's kinda mad about that and asked what's da problem with me. He told me i'm a very negative person, i think negatively thus he taught me da ways to think more positively...i'm trying my best to think positively and to start off with it, i've got something which i must do in mind ((: I love da stroll at west coast park though baby freaks da hell out of me for a few good times =p
