(Thursday, May 11, 2006 / 11:55 PM)
Dear diary,
oh no, boy boy looks pretty ugly now
he went for a grooming session recently and all his furs were gone
now he's just one ugly and not-so-adorable poppy
shopped with stella, cassand and peilian straight after school yesterday
cassand and i changed into our shopping attire while da rest wore uniforms
shopping at far east makes my heart beat a bit faster than usual
i saw his ex once again, da one whom he shared wonderful memories with
bumped into chuachengsiew but too bad, we did not get to chat much
dined at Han's for dinner and their black pepper chicken chop is freaking oily!
bought a necklace for myself however i don't really like it though
shopping at taka excites stella greatly!
she's damn jubilant when she passed by shops like...
LV, GUESS, BURBERRY etc...
i never know she's a girl who goes for branded stuff
we almost went into da LV shop because she wanna gets something for herself
but due to da fact that da 2 of them are still wearing school uniforms
we decided to head up to library instead
managed to borrow 2 books with da help of my darling michie
because she's da one who lend me her library card
thanks girl!! ((:
before strolling to plaza sing, we bought ice creams from taka's gelato store
once again, stella was the one who spent da most
shopping with them makes me feel even poorer! haha.
half an hour later after i got home, da boyfriend reached my place
and he bought D24 durians for mommy and it totalled up to $30
i felt guilty as baby's trying his best to save up money for this few months
yet he still waste money on buying useless stuff
however durians makes my mom a happy lady..haha!
boy told me what happened to him in MOS and i was surprised
i mean which girl would want to lay eyes on my boy when...
when he has got sooo much pimples on his face?!
to think he still wanna goes on next wednesday -.-"
when i heard that, i told him something...
if he still chooses to go when our relationship has yet to be stable
then i'll be the one who change..i won't wait for him to come back to me
i'll leave even though he asked me to go along with him to MOS.
i'm sorry but i just can't place my trust in him
he got to prove it to me in actions and not by saying it out loud in words.
thankfully, he agreed to go only when our relationship has becomes stable ((:
anyway, he stayed over for the night in my room with da air con switch on
normally i'll feel very cold in da middle of the night but not yesterday
because baby was there to hug me when i'm feeling freezing cold ((: