(Tuesday, May 09, 2006 / 8:46 AM)
Dear diary,
seriously, what's da problem with blogger?
i've been trying for quite a while just to log in here
and when i'm about to throw a fit
here i'm typing away with whatever stuff i've in my mind now
met up with the boyfriend yesterday at toa payoh
everything was fine but a call from his bro changes everything
he got into a agitated and troubled mode
nothing can really makes him smile from da heart
and i feel so helpless about it
i'm not good at consoling people, not even my lover
so all i did was to listen to his complaints
and comfort him with my kisses and huggies ((:
we bought da tix for 'when a stranger calls'
there's nothing much for the storyline
but i like the way that mysterious man appears in da scene
it's a tad different from other horror movies i've seen
by far, this is da only movie which got me screaming half the time..haha!
usually i'll just scream inside my heart but this time, i let it all out!
my heart beats real fast and i don't dare to continue watching that movie
i pity the boyfriend because i was holding on to his right hand real tight
i gave it a uber tight squeeze whenever that mysterious man appears out of nowhere
i think it's a show you gotta watch if you don't expect much..heh.
met up with the boyfriend again for today and we hit da gym & swimming pool.
something nasty happened yesterday...
that thing leaves me sobbing and it got me to wonder why he doesn't want me to suffer with him
i ain't really a materialistic girl, am i?
it seems to everyone that i'm though
i don't expect much from a relationship
i only want your sincerity, trust, honesty and love
is it really that difficult to ask for?
right now, things are back onto da right track
hope it won't ever side-track again pls.
i wonder if one day when we really gotta let go
will there be people clapping?
since most people diapproved of this relationship
i know they'll be saying that i'm stupid by not heeding their advice
but still, i just wanna try out and see how it goes
if things really can't work out fine then let it be
i believe most things are fated and happens for a special reason ((:
enough said about those thingy, let me rant abit bout my sch stuff
joined the netball competition thingy and damnit, there's actually cca point given!
stupid mr teo, he didn't tell us last year and there goes my 1 cca point -.-"
studies has not been that good afterall, i've got a extremely blur teacher for costing
most of us are not satisfied with his teaching style
i'm still blur with whatever he's teaching though he has gone through a few qns
i complained to him today and i even asked who's da rest of the costing teacher
we seriously needs to have a change of teacher if not we'll be flunking this subject
this entry seems long...sorry about it..i just love to rant on everything! ((: