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Dear diary,

19th of june 2006, the day we decided to part due to some unexplainable reasons
no matter how unwilling we both are to let go, we still did in the end
i asked him over to my place to stay for the last night
and i did whatever i could for him such as preparing supper for him
we lay on the bed side by side hugging each other
i started to sob softly while he was coaxing me to sleep
he used his hands to close my eyes and he felt my tears
that was when he realised i was tearing
we started to talk it out and i've to agree with what he said
while we were hugging each other, we cried
this was the very 1st time he cried for me and sad to say, it's gonna be the last
we cried from the wee hours till early morning
my eyes were way too swollen to be see by others and since i was tired
i decided to skip school
we slept till 1ish
while i was washing up, he leaved a voice message in my phone
i cried upon hearing it
why must we end up being friends again?
whenever he wanna delete away the video of him cooking and also our picture
i cried terribly...he don't wish to see me cry again but it's hard
he accompanied me to take mc
afterwhich i sent him off to the bus-stop
i wanna be the one to see him off...
so i hold onto his hands tightly for the last time and even kissed him on his lips
i wanna remember how it feels like for i fear that i won't ever get another chance again
i didn't know i can actually cry for 12 hours straight...
enough said of all these ((:

on a lighter note, there's a east coast park trip to look forward to tomorrow
and i'll be going with hao, gonna call him hao again -.-"
apart from that, i'll be attending my cousin's wedding at botanical gardens this sat!
i'm sooo excited!! a garden wedding...how nice, sweet & romantic ya? ((: