(Friday, June 30, 2006 / 5:43 PM)
Dear diary,
now is only like 0841 on a saturday and i've already woke up
my eyes are a lil swollen due to da crying i had yesternight
i was at fault this time round
giving that stupid attidue and shouting out loud that i've given up
when actually i've not
why am i so dumb and why am i just like the others?
he had a breakdown and it's my first time seeing him behaving that way
it hurts to see him suffer, it hurts greatly
now i'm beginning to wonder if he really means soo much to me?
i wanna be by his side and protect him from all problems
will i have the chance to do it again? we shall see.
meanwhile i'm going to get myself hotcakes from da mac
afterwhich will be work at far east...
