(Sunday, June 04, 2006 / 4:37 AM)
Dear diary,
of all times, why does it have to happen on last friday night? why?! :((
it's already a pity we can't do much with limited amount of moolahs
and now... that kinda shit stuff happened -.-"
because of me, we had a major quarrelled and i really mean
MAJORthe issue we quarrelled about really means alot to me though it's a minor one
and till now, i still can't forget about it
on that day when we quarrelled, he told me all those stuff his ex did for him
it made me feel sooo useless!
i walked away from him 3 times and he chased after me
da last time i walked away, i told him it's all over
he ran after me telling me to go back home with him in a harsh tone
i gave it some thoughts and agreed to head back home with him
when we reached clementi, we had a quarrelled again
but i don't know what exactly leads to our quarrelled
all i know is i cried and he immediately pulled me into his arms
and gave me a uber tight hug plus a soft peck on my cheeks
i don't know what i should do seriously
his ex did sooo much for him and me?
i did nothing at all, doesn't that makes me a lousy gf?
will letting it go be a better choice?
or should i just stop trying to make everything goes my way?
met up with michie at 4 plus on a saturday afternoon
but way before that, i was shopping around alone and i saw jerry
had a chat with him since i've got loads of time to waste
michie accompanied me to shop around for my accessories and purse
but not all shops has got GSS! how weird can it be?
even if there is...it's soooo little can!!
michie left at 5 plus and ting met me after that
she bought a lotion, 2 top, 2 pairs of earrings and i can't remember what le
i'm sooo envious la!! how i wish i've got the moolahs to spend
seeing her being able to buy so much stuff
i'm more determined to do attachment for this coming holidays!
but i'll have to work in industrial areas, that sucks!
furthermore da allowance is really pathetic but i assume my resume will looks good
but lets hope my teacher won't give me a crap job
