(Thursday, July 20, 2006 / 8:44 AM)
Dear diary,
da boyfriend wanted to bring me to ecp on tues but i said no
i went to nyp and looked for siew instead
waited for her to finish up some stuff in her classroom while using her lappy
went off to town with siew and her friend, jeslin? did i spell her name right?
bumped into mei and fiona, what a coincidence! ((:
when siew, jeslin and i were on our way to scotts foodcourt
i thought i saw someone who looked pretty much like kai
so i turned my heard around and to my utter surprise
a lady came towards me with a name card on her hand
she asked if i'm interested to go audition for M1 and starhub's advertisment model
i declined at first as i thought it's another 'you need to pay -a certain amount-' kind of thing
however i still gave her my name and contact number
but when they called, i did not answer it.
did not manage to get anything for ourselves at far east so siew and i went to topshop
accompanied her to try on some stuff
finally she got herself something so it's time for us to go home!
took mrt together as i'm heading back to baby's place
da next day when we woke up, we had our brunch first
and we head down to bugis together
baby needs to do some survey thingy and he'll be able to get 80 bucks in return
while waiting for him, i walked around and bought a pair of earrings
not only that, wen jun called me so we had a lil chat
i told him how i used to wait for him and i was glad he did not make me his gf
otherwise i won't be able to enjoy the process of waiting for someone i like ((:
as we were on da topcis about our past and though i no longer like him anymore
i still wanted to know if he really has got no feelings for me
but to my super uber surprise, he did fall for me before and it was not for a short period of time
he said he could feel my feelings, just that he was a flirty guy that time
thus he did not want to be with me
i was sooo happy after hearing that because that means i did not waste those 2 years! ((:
finally da survey thingy has ended and baby is able to accompany me to esplanade
i wanted to eat at makansutra but there isn't much choices so we went to Thai Express instead
baby ordered the fried tofu, tom yam soup and thai fried squid
i love these 3 dishes and baby let me ate most of it, sinful!
after dinner we sat by the bay and chatted
told baby about my worries regarding family matters and my studies
something has changed within my family and i'm quite upset about it
as for my studies, i fear that i'll forever be stuck with a ITE cert
i know i've to work hard for my future but sometimes i wonder how far will i be able to go?
people always deem me as one who doesn't think for my future
but seriously, i does think about it just that i don't really talk to anyone about that
while telling him about all these stuff, my tears began to flow down
maybe it's da calmness of da sea which brings out the more emotional side of me
beside those stuff, baby and i talked about us
i told him i did not dare to think about our future
and that i does not want to have a couple ring just yet
i know some couples bought it once they're together while some just got it after a few months
but for me, i don't think it's da right time to get one now
da feelings just not right yet...
before heading up to baby's place, we bought some ice cream to cheer me up ((:
i don't know why but baby's dad gave me a uber small piece of jade in da shape of rabbit without any specific reason!
i appreciate it totally because it makes me feel that somehow his dad approved of me
so now this lil jade is safely kept inside my wallet ((:
baby accompanied me home today and we rented ' a lot like love' dvd to watch
so while watching, he plucked out my armpit hair
i'm just too lazy to do it myself so my dear is going to do da dirty work ((:
tml is gonna be my last day of holidays since i've got to work on both sat and sun
baby and i had a lil plan which is to head down to ecp!
i'm sooo excited now! i intend to bring my laptop over so we will be able to watch dvd by the sea!
den maybe we can go for some cycling if time allows as baby needs to be back at work by 5
kinda disappointed, i was still hoping to watch sunset with him :((
oh ya, i intend to collect some seashells back tml if i can ever find any
i'm just sooo excited about tml! ((:
