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Dear diary,

I declared myself as the world's dumbest girl when it comes to relationship
i did heard him calling me to go back but i did not
i hate myself for giving him that fucked-up attidue
anyone who knows what i did will surely scold me
why do i want to hurt the one i like soooo much?
i don't know why but whatever happened on friday...
still traumatised me alot though he said it's ok
i'm so sorry....
nothing i said or do can change the situation
i just gotta work extrememly hard to build everything up again
i almost build it up but i chose to destroy it all on friday and now i'm regretting
ain't i just plain stupid?!
please keep reminding me to change my attidue, thank you ((:
But at least he gave me yet another chance ((:

Work started yesterday and it was tough tough tough!
but at least it was better today ((:
got to know a new girl beside my shop and she's only 17
so young!
i'm so happy to pass da so called 'probation period'!!!
and now i get to work alone on this coming wed or thurs and sun ((:
do you know that when i get home, poppy kept following me around
wanting to play with me? it's soooo sweet of him!
he's just like a lil baby...
always waiting for us to sayang him
i simply just love kissing him! *MUACKS!*

stayed over at his place yesternight and he hugged me lesser than usual
so i began to wonder why, i thought whatever happened on friday caused him to change
but he said it was due to his cough and i was like ok since he did hug me
just that it's lesser :((
however he cooked instant noodles with scallops for me today!
i'm soooo happy with these kinda small things he did for me
and he even gave me a lil suprise!
he called saying he won't be able to meet me tonight
he sounded soooo real and his explanation was logical
so for quite some while i really thought he ain't gonna meet me after work
who knows he's sweet enough to come and find me
especially when he just reached home
maybe it's not a really sweet thing but to me, it is!!!
and i was smiling like a idiot after work cos i was way too happy!
i thought he won't treat me da same anymore
as in he might treat me coldly after what happened on friday
but thank goodness he did not!! ((:
we went to NYDC for the baked rice i've been craving for
and we also ordered da super size ice mocha
it was my treat today because it's our 4th monthiversary! ((: