(Saturday, March 28, 2009 / 6:27 AM)
Life's a joke for me.
the same thing is happening.
sure felt lousy but what can one do.
put on a fake smile and thats it.
everything is going downhill at this minute.
i can truly say.
no one understands my feelings now.
nobody can make a guess of what i want even when i've said it out.
it's that tiring.
now you tell me to hang loose ...
oh boy, don't u know that sure hurts?
this is all a fucking big joke for me.
i absolutely hates to go through what i've to.
however no one is giving me any choice
am i being forced into a corner?
or would u say i deserved it instead?
i don't wish to face much people now.
it's a mixture of feelings.
the mixture which i hate the most.
the one which got me tearing at night ...
as much as i hate it
i believe it'll soon be gone ...
both of you ...
