sometimes i wonder

if fate decided to take a chance

would it better for anyone of us?

or are we still gonna live in agony and whine with the remaining energy?

there's so many IF in this world

no point dwelling on it

however i believe one can always dream.

i wonder when was the happiest time in my life ...

back when i won't ask for that much in life

or when i was just a lil girl who've no clues bout the way to lead her life?

the grass is always greener on the other side

why can't i stop being envious and be contented instead?

maybe i'm beginning to have a clearer idea of what i want/need?

is that an excuse or a reason?

i don't even have the answer myself.

i don't wanna regret when i've the chance to make things right.