(Wednesday, April 08, 2009 / 8:34 AM)
my precious are back!
they put a smile on my face and warms up my heart ((:
jus had a phone conversation with baby
talked bout the difference btw then and now
surprisingly there's quite a few as we don't really go in depth for this topic in da past.
kinda upset to hear what's on his mind
yet i still love to have this heart to heart talks every now and then.
as baby hardly complains hence i'll never know whats wrong.
however this is also the best part about him.
loving me enough to forgive me in every single ways.
loving someone is to love them the way they're
choosing to be with them is a risk to take.
noone is perfect or up to standard in each's eyes.
learning to forgive and accommodate close up the gap slowly.
soon, you'll learn to appreciate his/her beauty.
say may be easier than done
but if you don't ever try ...
you'll never know how far can the 2 of u go.
just like us ...
a year with so many obstacles to go through
we're still holding on to the belief that we're meant for each other.
tried to give up but failed eventually ...
we'll never learn our mistakes totally
as we're still at the exploring stage.
somehow we'll end up repeating it again and again.
it's incredibly hard to let go when we already have the approval from our families.
i feel so blessed to be treated as part of them ...
and so thankful to know that everyone is supporting this r/s of ours ((:
baby,
can we ever get back to how we were in the past?
i know we won't have the time for it ...
and i know i needa wait for at least 2 years for it to happen.
but i'm just hoping that we can at least have half of it ...
those sweet tender loving care ...
it's been quite sometime since we had it.
won't you agree?
i'll learn to be more demure ...
and you ....
i hope u know what's expected of you ((:
we're only perfect in our own ways ...
cheers.
